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Friday, May 1, 2026

Virtual Book Tour: If Jesus Was a Project Manager by Shawna Calhoun #religion #christian #nonfiction #rabtbooktours @RABTBookTours
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Faith-based Leadership in a Results-driven World


Religion / Christian Living / Nonfiction

Date Published: November 4, 2025

Publisher: Lucid Books Publishing

 


If Jesus was a Project Manager: Faith-based Leadership in a Results-driven World launches a groundbreaking seven-book "Faith at Work" series that bridges biblical principles with modern workplace excellence.

What makes it unique:

This series provides the first comprehensive, role-specific integration of Christ's leadership model with proven professional methodologies. Unlike generic "faith in business" books, each volume tackles specific roles—Project Manager, Scrum Master, Product Owner, and Business Analyst—showing exactly how biblical principles translate to daily responsibilities.

The series masterfully connects timeless spiritual truths with secular frameworks, such as Covey's Seven Habits, creating practical tools that work in any organizational culture. It goes beyond inspiration to provide concrete frameworks and actionable behaviors for immediate implementation, while maintaining professional credibility.

Key differentiators include character-driven performance that produces excellent results, crisis leadership integration addressing layoffs and entrepreneurship scenarios, and practical frameworks that help team members discover their God-given purpose.

The complete series creates transformed lives, stronger teams, and workplace cultures that reflect kingdom values through excellence, integrity, and genuine care for others' development. It culminates in the On-the-Job-Sword-Training (OJST) devotional workbook, which reinforces daily spiritual disciplines alongside workplace excellence.

 





Interview

Can you tell us a little about the process of getting this book published? How did you come up with the idea and how did you start?

The idea for If Jesus Was a Project Manager was born at the intersection of several worlds I’ve lived in simultaneously for decades — my Christian faith, my career in project management, and the leadership literature that shaped my professional practice along the way. Holy Scripture has always been my primary source and foundation. But God also used voices like Stephen Covey — whose books The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People and The Speed of Trust I reference in my own writing — to sharpen how I think about principle-centered leadership, building trust, and inspiring others toward their highest potential. Over time, I kept seeing how these principles weren’t separate from Scripture — they were reflections of it. And I thought, someone needs to write that connection into a book. Eventually I realized that someone was me. The publishing process was a step of faith in itself. I chose to pursue it independently, which meant owning every decision — from manuscript to cover design to distribution. It’s now available on Amazon, Barnes & Noble, Bookshop.org, and Books-A-Million, which still amazes me when I stop to think about it.



What surprised you most about getting your book published?

How personal the response would be. I expected people to appreciate the professional content — the project management frameworks, the leadership principles. What I didn’t fully anticipate was how deeply the faith integration would resonate with readers who felt seen for the first time as Christian professionals in secular workplaces. People reached out to tell me they finally had language for something they’d always felt but never knew how to articulate. That was humbling and holy.



Tell us a little about what you do when you aren’t writing

My life is wonderfully full. I’m a doctoral student — currently transitioning into a structured PhD programme at the University of Limerick in Ireland, where my research examines emotional intelligence as a mediator between project complexity and project success in highly regulated industries. I’m also an adjunct instructor, an independent project management consultant, and a speaker. I serve with PMI and love connecting with PMI student chapters. And underneath all of it, I’m the founder of Faith Forward Life, a ministry and content brand for Christian professionals. Life rarely has a dull moment — and I wouldn’t have it any other way.



As a published author, what would you say was the most pivotal point of your writing life?

The moment I stopped asking “Is this good enough?” and started asking “Is this obedient?” But I’d be remiss not to mention that the road to that moment was shaped by years of formation — spiritually through Scripture and devotional practice, and professionally through writers and thinkers like Stephen Covey, whose books The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People and The Speed of Trust I reference in my own writing. Covey’s framework of principle-centered leadership gave me a vocabulary for what I had already observed in Scripture and in decades of project management practice. It all connected. When I finally wrote If Jesus Was a Project Manager, I wasn’t starting from scratch — I was synthesizing a lifetime of living, leading, studying, and being led by the Holy Spirit. That’s when I understood that my whole life had been preparing me to write this book. That realization was the most pivotal moment of all.



Where do you get your best ideas and why do you think that is?

Honestly? My quiet mornings with God. I wake up between 4 and 4:30 am and give my first fruits to Him — prayer, praise, Scripture study, devotional time. Holy Scripture is my primary source — always. It is the foundation everything else is built on. But God has also used other voices to shape how I think and lead. Stephen Covey’s work — particularly The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People and The Speed of Trust — profoundly shaped my professional practice and my understanding of principle-centered leadership long before I ever sat down to write. What I find beautiful is that Covey’s principles don’t compete with Scripture — they echo it. When I read about being proactive, beginning with the end in mind, or building trust as a foundational leadership currency, I see biblical truth expressed in the language of leadership. So my best ideas come from that convergence — the Word of God as the root, and everything else, including Covey, as branches that confirm and illustrate what Scripture already established. The overcomer testimonies that inspire my writing come from multiple streams — the timeless stories of men and women in Scripture, my own personal journey and the tests God has brought me through, stories I encounter secondhand through sermons and teachings, and real people I network and work with in the project management community. It all flows together. I find that when you are genuinely paying attention — spiritually and professionally — you are never short of material. Life itself becomes the curriculum.



What is the toughest criticism given to you as an author?

That the audience might be too niche — that blending Christian faith with project management might limit the reach of the work. I’ve sat with that criticism, prayed about it, and ultimately decided it’s the wrong lens. Every meaningful message has an intended audience. My job isn’t to appeal to everyone; it’s to serve the people God specifically sent me to reach. And the response from that community has confirmed I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be.



What has been your best accomplishment as a writer?

Being trusted with other people's stories — and learning to steward every source of testimony with equal care. The overcomer stories that shape my writing come from multiple streams: the timeless accounts of men and women in Scripture, my own personal journey and the tests God has brought me through, stories encountered secondhand through sermons and teachings, and real people I network and work with in the project management community. Gathering written testimonies directly from contributors is something I've pursued, and while the response has been slower than I anticipated, it has deepened my appreciation for every single story that does come in. Ultimately, what I've learned is that the Holy Spirit is never short of material — and neither am I. That trust in the process, and the willingness to be a faithful vessel for whatever stories God provides, is my greatest accomplishment as a writer.



How many unpublished and half-finished books do you have?

More than you might expect! I have a working draft manuscript already underway for Book 2 — If Jesus Was a Scrum Master: Servant Leadership in Secular Workplaces — and skeleton working drafts for Books 3 through 7 in my Faith at Work series. So the series has a clear vision and a runway, even if the books are at different stages of development. I wouldn't call any of them half-finished so much as Holy Spirit-paced. Each book has its own divine timing, and I've learned to trust that. They'll be done when they're supposed to be done.

 

 


About the Author

Shawna Calhoun is a seasoned project management professional with over 20 years of experience across healthcare, biotech, education, and a brief venture into oil and gas. Currently serving in a remote leadership role for a major healthcare organization, she blends technical expertise with spiritual insight to lead with clarity and purpose. Holding a bachelor’s in IT, an MBA in Project Management, PMP certification, and multiple Agile credentials, Shawna is also a respected instructor, consultant, speaker, and mentor. She volunteers with PMI, contributes to university advisory boards, and is pursuing her DBA in Project Management. Born again in 2019, Shawna’s testimony is one of perseverance—overcoming personal trials including trauma, divorce, job loss, and profound betrayal. She’s gifted in “connecting the dots,” often drawing connections between Scripture and professional principles, such as those found in The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People. Her leadership encourages others to live a fruitful faith-forward life with wisdom and grace in Christ.


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Thursday, April 30, 2026

Teaser: Cain's Chameleon by Mark Bearss #teaser #excerpt #giveaway #historical #fiction #mystery #thriller #rabtbooktours @RABTBookTours
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Historical Fiction Mystery Thriller

Date Published: 01-26-2026

Publisher: Bearss Lair Books



If the newspaper reported your death and no one questioned it, would you correct the mistake… or take the lifeline?

Dan Driscoll is consumed by gambling debt, cornered by bookies and loan sharks, forced to bet on one last scheme. When things turn violent and two people are shot, his best friend, Stan Neumann, swallows what he suspects. He can’t risk divulging a closely-held family secret.

Then a body washes up on the Lake Michigan shoreline, and the lake gives Dan what the bookies never would: a way out. Authorities call it an accident and list him as the drowning victim. For Dan, it’s an escape route delivered in black ink.

He becomes a ghost, an imposter, a chameleon. But lies don’t stay buried.

As America is pulled into World War II, Stan enlists, choosing duty on his terms before the draft can rewrite his life. In Pearl Harbor, one chance encounter dredges up a name he thought was long buried.

War changes everything, but it doesn’t erase unfinished business. And when the truth demands to be heard, how long can a stolen life stay buried before the past comes to collect?


Excerpt

Lucy wasn’t smiling like she used to when she folded her letter, slipped it into the envelope, sealed it with a kiss, and applied the three-cent stamp. Even the spring in her step lacked the zeal she typically exhibited during her walk to the post office. The words on the paper were true to her commitment. They spoke of the news from the home front, stories that helped Stan’s morale, and made sure her underlying message was being proud, supportive, and encouraging. The words wandering around in Lucy’s thoughts, however, were in stark contrast to this messaging.

Ever since Stan was assigned to the navy radar training school, Lucy had become more and more unsure in her belief that things would be okay. His work as an Aviation Machinists Mate stateside meant he was safe. And Minneapolis was relatively close to home. Being trained as a radarman for shipboard duties meant it was more likely he would be sent overseas into a combat zone. This caused a higher level of worry. Like everything else this war has put in short supply, her ration of optimism was slowly being depleted, and the resources for replenishing that reservoir were becoming scarce.

Her quandary was not letting Stan know about this foreboding, even though he was normally her most trusted sounding board. She tried to talk about this with her sister Millie. But Millie’s approach to these heartfelt struggles was to fix them, make them go away, or advise Lucy, “Try not to think about it.” This was not the type of support Lucy needed.

During her alone time, sitting staring out the window, the overwhelming emotion that prevailed over all others was that she really missed her husband. She now knew what being heartbroken felt like.

 

 


 While author Mark Bearss was setting the stage for his retirement, concerned co-workers would ask, “What are you going to do when you’re not working?” He found this question rather curious. It should have been posed, “What are you going to do first?” Mark knew that if travel was involved, he had had enough of commercial flights after 28 years of teaching for the medical device industry. Mark yearned for road trips – to visit those places he only saw from 38,000 feet. Little did he know that wish journeyed down an unexpected fork in the road. He would become an author.

While conducting genealogy research, Mark discovered archived de-classified military documents that revealed the name of a U.S. Navy destroyer his father served aboard during WWII. The reason this was a poignant discovery was because, while growing up in Grand Rapids, Michigan, his father made no mention of this. Apart from being a U.S. Naval Reserve flight instructor, he knew his father served aboard the carrier USS ESSEX. But in what capacity? That, too, was not revealed. More discoveries materialized the further he dug. In fact, there was a lot more his father didn’t mention. This wasn’t unusual. Many WWII veterans didn’t talk about what happened back then.

Because of the pandemic, the National Archives in St. Louis was closed and rendered Lt. Bearss’ military records unavailable. Thus began a project that challenged Mark’s research endeavors for over two years and about 5,000 miles on the road. The biographical sketch was sorted from creative Internet search strings, history books, navy publications, and networking with journalists, librarians, archivists, bloggers, aviation enthusiasts, museum and historical society curators, navy veterans, relatives, and more. One online resource that was instrumental in tracking his father’s journey was the weekly newspaper published in the county where his parents grew up: The Oceana Herald. It included a Local News section where family members and organizations could submit a short blurb about a relative’s visit, a social gathering, or – where a son or husband was currently stationed.

This project culminated in 2022 with Mark’s first publication titled, Undisclosed Stories Discovered: Honoring the World War II Military Journey of Lt. Joseph Ward Bearss, USNR. When asked what was one of the highlights surrounding this story, he described the road trips to seek out and discover places where his father lived, trained and was stationed during the war. What prompted him to write this as a biography took place during a meeting with the curator of the World War II Home Front Museum on St. Simons Island, Georgia. St. Simons Naval Air Station was the site for the U.S. Naval Radar Training Station, where Lt. Bearss was trained in shipboard radar operations, enemy interception, and Fighter Direction. While the museum had ample archived materials about the facility, it had very little documented about the servicemembers who trained there.

Only 250 copies were printed. Mark went back on the road in his Class-B motorhome and personally donated those copies to family members, friends and relatives, the librarians, archivists, researchers, museums, curators, historical societies, newspapers, The American Heritage Center, VFW Posts, airport FBOs, and other assorted WWII enthusiasts in 12 states who helped in his endeavors. It was a two-fold reward. Not only did his father’s story finally become told, Mark experienced the pleasure of meeting all these wonderful people who were his resources, advisors, collaborators, and consultants. Up until that point, they were only names in an email contact list.

You’re probably asking, “How is all this relevant to Mark’s new novel, Cain’s Chameleon?” It was the research from The Oceana Herald that planted the seed for this story. While perusing its issues, Mark stumbled on two articles that piqued his curiosity. The first reported an attempted murder in a home close to his family’s summer cottage on Lake Michigan. The second reported a drowning victim that washed up on the beach right where Mark and his friends used to play. Just two more stories never divulged while growing up. He wondered, Were these two events related? Then Mark decided — he would make them related.


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Virtual Book Tour: Your Joyful Years by Professor Joyce Harper #giveaway #interview #nonfiction #selfhelp #rabtbooktours @RABTBookTours
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Empowering good health and happiness beyond 50


Self help, Women Health

Date Published: 20 March 2026




“An uplifting and empowering guide to later life that blends lived experience with science and practical wisdom, encouraging us not merely to age, but to thrive. I read this book as a middle-aged man and loved it … it is beautifully reassuring, humane, and optimistic.”

— Professor Chris van Tulleken, Clinician, Academic, TV Presenter, UK

 

Aged 50+ is a pivotal stage in many women’s lives. We are entering post-menopause—free from reproductive hormones, periods, and contraception. Children may be leaving home, careers may be shifting or winding down, and there is the dawning realisation that we may have 20 or 30 healthy years ahead of us. This is not an ending, but a powerful new beginning. This stage of life offers an opportunity to reconnect with yourselves, to rediscover what truly matters, and to prioritise self-love and self-care without guilt. This book brings you the wisdom of 50 inspiring women who share their lived experiences with honesty and generosity. Their stories offer guidance, reassurance, and permission to live authentically on your own terms. Together, they show how this stage of life can be rich with meaning, purpose, freedom, and joy. These are Your Joyful Years.

Professor Joyce Harper is a down-to-earth expert in reproductive and women’s health, with almost 40 years’ experience listening to women and translating science into practical, evidence-based guidance. She has published widely about women’s health and is passionate about helping women thrive. Joyce combines research, real-world experience, and a deep belief in living life to the full, and she practices what she preaches. This book is the second in her trilogy: Your Fertile Years; Your Joyful Years; and Your Final Years.



Interview

Can you tell us a little about the process of getting this book published? How did you come up with the idea and how did you start?

My last book, Your Fertile Years, explored women’s health from puberty to menopause. As I began thinking about what I wanted to write next, I realised that although there are many books about menopause, there are far fewer that focus on postmenopause and the possibilities of this stage of life. I wanted to write a book that explored how positive, liberating, and fulfilling these years can be.

I am a very happy and positive person, but I know that for many women this time of life can feel uncertain or overwhelming. There is still such a strong negative narrative around ageing, particularly for women, and I wanted to challenge that. Through this book, I wanted to share the stories of women who are thriving and to show that this can be a time of freedom, growth, and self-discovery. Many of us feel this is the best time of our lives, and that we can truly find our authentic selves once we are post-menopausal.

I began by interviewing women, initially people I knew who I felt were living fulfilled and happy lives. From there, I used a snowball approach, asking each woman to suggest others who were also thriving. This led to a diverse and inspiring group of voices. The interviews took around six months to complete and were incredibly rich and thought-provoking. From there, I began writing, weaving their stories together with evidence-based insights and practical reflections.

When it came to publishing, we decided to hybrid publish because this gave us more control over the content and the timeline and meant the book could come out sooner rather than later. I was fortunate to find five sponsors to help with the publishing costs, which made a real difference.



What surprised you most about getting your book published?

There were no major surprises, but I did find it very interesting to see the reaction when I wrote a piece for the UK press, in The Daily Mail. The comments were very revealing. Many women were clearly struggling and felt they could not possibly be happy at this stage of life. One said I was living in a fairytale, and many others said they simply did not have time for self-care. It reinforced for me that these are exactly the women I want to support, and why I felt this book was needed.

 


Tell us a little about what you do when you aren’t writing

I am a Professor at University College London, where I teach and do research on many aspects of women’s health, particularly fertility, menopause, and wellbeing. I also give many talks in the UK and internationally at conferences and events. Outside work, I love cold-water swimming, saunas, raving, music, and many kinds of creativity. Those things bring me a great deal of joy and help keep me grounded.



As a published author, what would you say was the most pivotal point of your writing life?

I think the most pivotal point was realising that writing is another way for me to educate and support women beyond the lecture theatre, on social media, or the conference stage. Writing allows me to reach people in a deeper and more lasting way, and that has been incredibly meaningful.

 


Where do you get your best ideas and why do you think that is?

My best ideas come from life and from talking to women. So much of what I write begins with listening, hearing women’s experiences, concerns, hopes, and stories. I think that is why the ideas feel real and important, because they are grounded in lived experience.



What is the toughest criticism given to you as an author?

One of the hardest things is seeing how much misinformation there still is around women’s health, particularly on social media. It can be very frustrating when I try to correct it and some people simply do not want to hear evidence-based information. That can be challenging, but it also reminds me why this work matters so much.



What has been your best accomplishment as a writer?

For me, my greatest accomplishment as a writer has been creating opportunities to hear and share women’s stories. If my writing helps women feel seen, informed, and more hopeful, then that is what matters most.



How many unpublished and half-finished books do you have?

None. When I begin a book, I am very committed to seeing it through.



About the Author


Joyce Harper is an internationally renowned and award-winning educator, author, women’s health coach, podcaster, academic, public speaker, and scientist. She is Professor of Reproductive Science at University College London in the Institute for Women’s Health, where she leads the Reproductive Science and Society Group. She has published more than 250 scientific papers and regularly gives keynote lectures at international conferences.

Joyce is deeply passionate about empowering women to live their best lives through good health and happiness. Her last book, Your Fertile Years, published by Sheldon Press in 2021, explores women’s health from puberty to menopause. In Your Joyful Years, she shares the wisdom of 50 women over 50 who are thriving, to empower women to lead a life of good health and happiness. She has started writing her next book, Your Final Years, about the end of life.

Her podcast Why didn’t anyone tell me this? is ranked in the top 10% of podcasts globally on Listen Notes and is listened to in more than 90 countries.

Joyce gives many public talks. She regularly appears in the press, on radio and TV. She is a regular guest on various BBC programmes including Women’s Hour and the BBC World Service. She has been a guest on Brian Cox’s Infinite Monkey Cage and his radio show A Question of Science and she explained sex to Philomena Cunk, in Cunk on Life.

As co-founder and co-lead of the UK Menopause Education and Support Programme (InTune) with Dr Shema Tariq and the International Reproductive Health Education Collaboration (IRHEC), Joyce is dedicated to improving reproductive health education for all ages. She collaborates with schools across the UK and globally to deliver impactful programs that promote knowledge and understanding.

An avid cold-water swimmer, Joyce is also a founding member of the research network SwimHer, which investigates the links between women’s health and cold-water swimming. Her groundbreaking work includes publishing the world’s first study about how cold-water swimming affects menstrual and menopause symptoms.

Since 2016 she has run a local women’s group in Saffron Walden, The Purple Tent.

 

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Wednesday, April 29, 2026

Release Blitz: The Yellow Hair by Dwight Holing #releaseday #newbooks #giveaway #fiction #mystery #western #rabtbooktours @RABTBookTours
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A Nick Drake Novel, Book 10


Mystery, Contemporary Western, Native American Literature

Date Published: 04-30-2026

Publisher: Jackdaw Press




New Badge. Old Blood.

Nick Drake traded his past for the Sheriff’s star, but Harney County doesn’t do election honeymoons. His tenure kicks off with a double homicide staged as a murder-suicide—a lie Nick isn't buying. As he digs into the crime’s rotting core, the rookie Sheriff finds himself fighting a war on two fronts: a lethal learning curve with unproven deputies and a political recall designed to bury him. In the high lonesome where secrets kill, Nick must strike first and strike hard. Because in this office, the only thing shorter than his term is his life expectancy.


 

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Dwight Holing is the award-winning author of twenty books, including the bestselling Nick Drake Mysteries and the popular Jack McCoul Capers. He is a member of Mystery Writers of America, Sisters in Crime, and Western Writers of America. He lives beside a coastal river in California with his wife and two dogs who’d rather swim than walk.


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Book Blitz: You're Not the Problem by Lori Montry #nonfiction #selfhelp #personaldevelopment #rabtbooktours @RABTBookTours
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Personal Development / Self-Help

Somatic Healing / Mind-Body Wellness

Trauma-Informed Personal Growth

Date Published: April 25, 2026



If you’ve tried to plan, push, or hustle your way out of stress and anxiety and found yourself back in the same exhausting cycles, this book is your invitation to stop blaming yourself and start understanding yourself.

In You’re Not the Problem: You’re the Possibility, you’ll learn:

  1. Why feeling stuck is not a failure, but an intelligent adaptation
  2. How your nervous system has been running the show, and how to begin creating safety and more room inside to respond
  3. How to relate to yourself in real time: see yourself, meet yourself, talk to yourself, understand yourself, and support yourself so your inner world becomes steady and trustworthy
  4. Simple, practical steps to restore your energy and reconnect with your true self


This book is your companion for the first phase of the Freedom Formula. It is the roadmap to guide you out of survival mode and into the clarity and resilience you need to create lasting change.

 

About the Author

 


 My work centers around a simple but powerful idea: many of the patterns people struggle with are not evidence that something is wrong with them. They are adaptations created by a nervous system that has been trying to help them survive stress, pressure, and difficult experiences.

I am a somatic healing practitioner and the creator of the Freedom Formula, a framework that helps people move out of survival mode and into a life that reflects who they are. My work blends nervous system science, somatic practices, emotional processing, and mindset work to help people understand why they feel stuck and what it truly takes to create lasting change.

Before stepping into this work, I earned my law degree from Harvard Law School and spent years in high-performing environments where discipline and achievement were highly valued. From the outside, my life looked successful. Inside, I was quietly struggling with many of the same patterns my clients now describe: chronic stress, emotional eating, anxiety, and the exhausting habit of showing up for everyone else while ignoring my own needs.

Understanding the role of the nervous system changed the way I approached those patterns. Instead of seeing them as failures, I began to see them as intelligent adaptations. That realization not only transformed my own life, it became the foundation of the work I now share with others.

For more than sixteen years I have helped people understand their patterns with compassion, reconnect with their inner guidance, and build lives that feel meaningful, aligned, and sustainable. My book, You’re Not the Problem, grew out of that work and out of a deep desire to help more people experience the relief that comes from realizing they are not broken.


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Tuesday, April 28, 2026

Teaser: Precog's Perception by Emily Carrington #teaser #excerpt #mmromance #lgbtq #shifterromance #rabtbooktours @CarringtonEmily @ChangelingPress @RABTBookTours
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(Psychic Soulmates 1)

A SearchLight Paranormal Romance


LGBTQ+ Shifter Romance

Date Published: May 1, 2026

Publisher: Changeling Press



When the world doesn’t catch fire, Amaruq doubts his precognition. Can Nootaikok’s love heal him?

A stillborn pup, precognition unfulfilled, and raging guilt plague a trans werewolf. Amaruq’s suspicion that there’s something wrong with him, and that the death of his and Nootaikok’s child is his fault, colors all that he does. Traumatized, he denies himself pleasure.

Nootaikok will have none of that. He takes Amaruq on a “working vacation” back to the scene of Nootaikok’s greatest mistake. As both of them struggle with feelings of inadequacy and undeservingness, their bodies and souls still demand release.

Will their fears pull them apart or can passion lead back to love and forgiveness?


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Copyright ©2026 Emily Carrington

They’d started their mentor/mentee relationship with letters. Amaruq didn’t know about Jeremy, but for him, the fear of being found out in this digital age inspired him to write physical correspondence. Amaruq had a feeling he should be sharing these concerns with his mate, but he couldn’t bear for Nootaikok to know how guilty he felt. So, he wrote to the Night Wanderer who had become his friend.

Dear Jeremy,

I hate what I have become. I’m a sneak who doesn’t know how to apologize to my lover for losing our child. I get it that a stillbirth isn’t exactly my fault. I did nothing to make it happen. The issue is that I don’t want to try again. Try for another baby. It wasn’t just losing our child, our pup, but the dysmorphia I endured being pregnant when I’ve worked so hard to be my authentic male werewolf self. I do not, no matter what, regret that Nootaikok and I were trying for a baby. I don’t. I just don’t want to try again. In spite of my precognitive vision. That future glimpse guarantees I’ll be pregnant again at some point, as I saw Nootaikok and I surrounded by werewolf pups of many ages. I just don’t want to be.

I also dread Nootaikok finding out.

Speaking of dread, I can easily believe Nootaikok is angry with me for making him leave his position in DC. I’m afraid of the argument we’ll eventually have. I just wanted to be near you, where I’ve always felt safe. That’s the wrong kind of emotion to have for someone who isn’t my mate. Please don’t misunderstand. I’m not sexually attracted to you in any way. It’s just that you rescued me from the hell of living under my parents’ roof and inspired me to become part of the Miscellaneous Magical Creatures Department. It’s just that, now that you’ve moved to DC, I want to return. I know Nootaikok wouldn’t get his job back, though, and I don’t want him to be humiliated by having to walk those same halls every day as just a tracker and not the head of the whole world’s Tracker Central.

He stopped his pen before he could disclose more about his fears. Surely this letter, which was basically a rambling jumble of all his terror, wouldn’t help anything.

He shredded the page and tossed it in the garbage can in the den. There would be no leaving it around for someone else to discover.

Today, Friday, was his last day of parental leave. On Monday, he’d be expected to resume his work at the MMCD. He needed to pull himself together.

With that in mind, Amaruq looked around the den and then down at himself. He still looked slightly pregnant. He’d been slowly exercising away the pounds he’d gained as he tried to make a hospitable home for their pup to grow. Since he was a werewolf, he wouldn’t look ready to deliver much longer. Maybe six weeks total, which would mean another week or two.

He headed for the doorway to the den, determined to go for a run and maybe, by doing so, make himself feel more grounded in his body and less like a spirit drifting over the earth, unattached to anything but pain.

* * *

They were arguing again. For crying out loud, Nootaikok thought, it’s like he’s my spouse instead of my tracker partner.

He glared at Luis, the psychic vampire with whom he’d been paired less than six months ago. Luis was, by all accounts, including his own, one of the best damn negotiators/spies/hunters/executioners in the United States. Luis’s prowess was matched only by the arrogance Nootaikok swore radiated off him in waves now. Funny, but the infernal psychic vampire hadn’t struck Nootaikok as full of himself when he’d accompanied Tilthos Charles to the international meeting of magical creatures that had happened over a year ago.

At first, when he and Luis initially began working together, Nootaikok had borne Luis’s grief and discontent. Luis’s former tracker partner had moved with his mate to the nation’s capital, and Luis had been understandably upset. He and his former partner had worked together for a decade or more, becoming one of the most formidable tracker teams in the world.

However, Nootaikok had been dealing with Luis’s grumpiness for close to half a year, and the frustration he felt was threatening to boil over.

He took in a breath, counting to five before releasing it soundlessly. “Luis,” he said, “I’m not injured. I heal as quickly as any werewolf, and I have earned the right to take the risks other trackers do. Please don’t hamper my working or your own. Going out without another tracker when I’m standing right here is foolish.” He paused, saw Luis was about to object, and added, “I don’t want to be the one to take your dead body back to Tilthos Charles.”

That last got through. Nootaikok could see it in the dropping of Luis’s shoulders and the way he pressed his lips together. Tilthos Charles, Charlie to those closest to him, was the alpha of their shared pack. He was also Luis’s mate and husband. Less than a year ago, Tilthos Charles had been the target of malicious intent from other werewolves and the former queen of the grand fae. He’d suffered what would have been called in humans of the 1900s a “nervous breakdown.” He’d been healed but, since it was less than twelve months since he’d recovered, Luis was understandably protective.

“Fine,” Luis muttered. “Are you ready to go?”

Nootaikok checked the gun in its holster at the small of his back. “Yes.”

“Come on then.” Luis strode out of his office, leading the way toward the back parking lot.

Nootaikok kept pace with him. “Tell me about this one.”

“Didn’t you read the briefing?” Luis demanded.

Sighing, Nootaikok answered, “She’s most likely a werewolf or half werewolf. It’s unlikely she’s from the United States as the humans she’s left alive say she spoke to them in a thick Russian accent. That doesn’t preclude her being from the US, though.”

“Or she’s been sent here.”

They settled into Luis’s car, which Nootaikok didn’t like, because it meant Luis got to drive. Luis was his alpha’s mate, and Nootaikok wasn’t a werewolf so dominance didn’t affect him as much. Still, he liked being in charge of his own transportation. Years of being the senior member of his own tracker team had spoiled him. Also, when he’d been the leader of Tracker Central in Washington, DC, he hadn’t been at anyone’s mercy.

“One of the sharpshooters managed to get a tag on her,” Luis said. “Let me check the GPS and see if she’s still where they left her.”

“She was in a village not too far from here,” Nootaikok said. He wanted to ask why the sharpshooter hadn’t taken her out since she’d been killing humans. Before he could formulate the question in a way that would possibly cause less offense, Luis cursed.

“She’s headed toward the pack house.”

Nootaikok pulled out his phone as Luis peeled out of the parking lot.

Luis commanded, “Call the house. Tell whoever’s there to get everyone inside.”

 


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Emily Carrington is a multipublished author of male/male and transgender women’s speculative fiction. Seeking a world made of equality, she created SearchLight to live out her dreams. But even SearchLight has its problems, and Emily is looking forward to working all of these out with a host of characters from dragons and genies to psychic vampires. And in the contemporary world she’s named “Sticks & Stones,” Emily has vowed to create small towns where prejudice is challenged by a passionate quest for equality. Find her on Facebook at Shapeshifter Central or on her website.

 

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Trauma Memoir

Date Published: February 10, 2026

Publisher: Unbroken



“Unbroken: Life Outside the Lines” plunges you into Adriene Caldwell’s childhood—a world of grinding poverty, mental illness, and violence—then lifts you back out on a fierce up‑draft of resilience. Page after page, she peels back the polite veneer of society to reveal the systemic betrayals that let children like her slip through every safety net, yet she never relinquishes the fragile ember of hope that keeps her alive. Her voice is unflinchingly honest—at turns raw, lyrical, and darkly humorous—as she chronicles the horrors she endured and the instinct that urged her to fight for her little brother, and for herself, when no one else would. By the final chapter, you will understand why she can say, without irony, “We are not defined by our damage… We are Unbroken,” and you will close the book convinced that survival, in her hands, is its own quietly triumphant art form.

 


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 Adriene Caldwell is an author and advocate from Houston, Texas. Her memoir, Unbroken: Life Outside the Lines, traces the quiet aftermath of childhood trauma and the long arc of healing. Through writing, talks, and UnbrokenCaldwell.com, she champions hope, resilience, and storytelling as tools for recovery.


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