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Wednesday, March 18, 2026

Virtual Audiobook Tour: How to Surf a Hurricane by Todd Medema #audiobook #climatethriller #thriller #giveaway #interview #rabtbooktours @ToddMedema @RABTBookTours
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Climate Fiction, Thriller, Heist, Solarpunk

Date Published: 11/18/2025

Publisher: Atmosphere Press

Narrator: Nathan Westhoff

Run Time: '6:37



Bad news: Moro's project is cancelled.

Determined to get his prototypes back, he enlists the help of a professional hurricane surfer, an Alaskan oil worker, and a French salt farmer. But he's no criminal mastermind, and they soon find themselves caught between a growing hurricane and a surprise algae field.

Will Moro succeed? Will they beat the hurricane surfing world record? And how exactly does one farm salt?

It's a hopeful climate heist—a solarpunk blend of Ocean's Eleven, The Martian and Michael Crichton.



Interview

What is the hardest part of writing your books?

The most challenging part of writing for me is to really get into the minds of a diverse cast of characters. It’s really interesting when I pull it off — but it’s mentally challenging. It requires a long period of calm concentration and getting into the flow, and a lot of self-honesty. Because you can still write if you’re not in this flow state, but it’s going to be missing a certain depth, a certain authenticity, that’s very hard for me to add in later in the editing process.


What are your most played songs?

The book actually has a playlist! And it contains several of my favorite songs - you can listen to it on the book’s website at https://howtosurfahurricane.com/

 


Do you have critique partners or beta readers?

I used the free website Critique Circle to find beta readers as I wrote each chapter. Some of those early beta readers turned into amazing critique partners that provided feedback for the whole book. I highly recommend the website.

 


What book are you reading now?

The Nothing is Promised series by Susan Kaye Quinn — a fellow solarpunk writer I discovered through publishing How to Surf a Hurricane!

 


How did you start your writing career?

By committing to writing a book! I spent a year writing the first draft. Then, knowing my first draft would be rough around the edges, I hired a professional editor on Reedsy to give me feedback. After some pretty major revisions, I sent it out to publishers. After 39 rejections, I almost gave up — until Atmosphere Press said yes, and the rest is history!

 


Tell us about your next release.

My next project is an anthology of solarpunk short stories, based on the free hopeful storytelling game Solarpunk Pen Pals.

 


About the Author


Todd Medema is the author of How To Surf A Hurricane, a heist thriller showing that stories about climate change and adaptation can be fun and hopeful. He wrote it because he believes the future doesn't have to be a dystopia, and he got tired of only reading stories of doom and gloom.

Todd studied Technology, Entrepreneurship, and Design at Carnegie Mellon University. He worked on self-driving cars and board games before discovering a passion for clean energy. He spent four years working on grid-scale battery storage and now offers Product Management consulting to clean energy companies.

Todd spends his free time playing games, climbing rocks, and gleefully riding his electric bike everywhere. He is currently working on expanding the Hurricane universe.


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Tuesday, March 17, 2026

Teaser: STRINGS by Jan Merritt #teaser #excerpt #giveaway #romance #womensfiction #rabtbooktours @RABTBookTours
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Contemporary Romance, Romantic Drama, Women’s Fiction

Date Published: 11-21-2025



With a national lockdown looming, a Southern journalist flees north, determined to jumpstart her career in the safety of a Minnesota wilderness, feisty and wary of entanglements, she piques the interest of a bored Native American rock star.

A pandemic is spreading across the globe. A national lockdown looms in the United States. A Southern journalist sees a chance to protect her health and jumpstart her career by escaping north to a Minnesota wilderness. Feisty and wary of entanglement, she piques the interest of a bored Native American rock star on his way home.

Robby Song’s career may be on hold, but Grace Wheeler is on a mission to build hers. To Robby, she’s an intriguing challenge. To Grace, he’s a distraction she’s not ready to handle. But the brutal Northwoods winter is coming. Grace flees back south . . . to soul-searching isolation and a puzzling middle-of-the-night call.


Excerpt

“Interesting.” He looked out at the lake. “This is so different.”

“Different from what?”

“What I’m used to . . . when I come home. I’m not used to having conversations anymore with people I don’t know or who don’t know who I am. I’ve been away for sixteen years . . . living a totally different life. Normally, when I’m here, I have a sort of agenda. I know who I’m going to see — family and old friends. This time, I have no schedule, no pending dates, nothing to make me leave. I hadn’t realized I’ve been so isolated from dealing with people . . . with strangers . . . like you.” He leaned forward to get up and looked over at Grace. “And the women I’m around don’t treat me like you do. They’re much more agreeable.” He stood up. “I need food. You want to come or not?”

Grace looked up at him, pulling her hair back away from her face with her right hand. “I can imagine how the women you meet act, now that I know who you are. You’ve been living in a bubble, but who you are doesn’t mean a thing to me. And if you think I’m disagreeable, you’re in for a bad time if this pandemic lasts. In the real world, women have lives, and they’re not all focused on stroking . . . male . . . egos.” She stood up. “Not every woman is interested in being your groupie. The world has changed while you’ve been in your bubble.”

“Well, if you’re any indication, I should invest in a suit of armor.”

“Probably not a bad idea.”

 


About the Author


Jan Merritt is passionate about teaching both in the classroom and on horses, but brain cancer changed her life. Surgeries and treatments have left her with a new brain, one that does not have skills to teach middle school English or balance to ride horses . . . but loves to create stories.

Jan lives on the coast of South Carolina with strong ties to northern Minnesota. Growing up was filled with rich but conflicting narratives. Her dad told stories about his pioneering Minnesota family, egalitarian values, and the importance of self-reliance. They made annual trips to family cabins on a lake north of Duluth. But in her friends’ homes back in Charleston, she was immersed in plantation lore, tales of the Confederacy, and exclusive traditions of a social set that she was not born into. She is married to a musician who is also a mental health therapist. They have three children.


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Monday, March 16, 2026

Book Blitz: Elara's Silence by Gregory Lamont Brown #darkfantasy #vampire #fantasy #rabtbooktours  @RABTBookTours
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Dark Fantasy, Vampire Fantasy

Date Published: February 14, 2026



When a woman condemned to silence awakens centuries too early, the world that buried her begins to bleed.

Elara’s Silence is a dark gothic fantasy steeped in prophecy, memory, and dangerous desire. In a realm ruled by vampire courts, wolf-blooded alphas, and shadowed orders who rewrite history in blood, Elara Winterbourne was meant to remain sealed—forgotten, contained, erased from the future she threatened to change.

But something has shifted.

As ancient glyphs stir and old loyalties fracture, Elara’s return ignites a chain of events that reaches from ruined villages to decadent courts and forbidden crypts. Wolves sense a mate marked by fate. Vampires fear a power that can unmake their lineage. Secret societies whisper that the Gospel itself—a living force of prophecy and memory—has chosen her as its vessel.

Hunted, desired, and divided between what she was and what she is becoming, Elara must navigate a world where love can be a weapon, prophecy is a battlefield, and every choice writes a future in blood.


Perfect for readers who love:

* Dark gothic fantasy

* Morally complex characters

* Lush, atmospheric worldbuilding

* Vampire and werewolf politics

* Stories where prophecy and passion collide

 

Elara’s Silence is the first entry in a sweeping dark fantasy saga about power, legacy, and the cost of awakening what the world tried to bury.

The Gospel no longer whispers. It remembers. And it is writing her name.

 

About the Author


Gregory Lamont Brown is the founder of D & G Publishing and the author of The Hollow Gospel Chronicle, a dark epic fantasy series blending gothic horror, supernatural prophecy, vampire politics, and werewolf mythology.

Born and raised in Chicago, Brown writes immersive, character-driven fantasy that explores legacy, power, memory, and defiance. His debut novel, Elara’s Silence, launches a sweeping saga set in a brutal world of vampire courts, wolf bloodlines, shadow societies, and a living scripture known as the Hollow Gospel—a force that records history in blood and memory, and can be rewritten by those strong enough to challenge fate.

Brown’s work combines epic fantasy worldbuilding, morally complex characters, intense emotional stakes, and dark supernatural lore. Readers of gothic fantasy, vampire fiction, dark romance tension, and multi-book fantasy series will find a living mythos designed to expand across generations and realms.

Elara’s Silence is the first book in an unfolding fantasy saga where prophecy waits—and the world trembles when it rises.


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Teaser: Armored Hearts by Angela Knight #excerpt #scifiromance #scifi #comingsoon #rabtbooktours @ChangelingPress @AngelaKnight @RABTBookTours
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An Enemies to Lovers Sci-Fi BDSM Vampire Romance


Sci-Fi Romance / Suspense

Date Published: March 20, 2026

Publisher: Changeling Press



Captivity makes the heart grow kinkier...

When interstellar mercenary Captain Nick Rand rescues a beautiful enemy from his own men, he thinks she's the answer to his vampire prayers. On the verge of starvation thanks to the destruction of his hemosynther, he's in desperate need of a female blood donor.

Lieutenant Zara Tahir needs Nick Rand as badly as he needs her. Without Nick's blood, Zara's overactive immune system will kill her.

But Zara has no intention of embracing captivity. While she's willing to exchange blood for blood, maybe even play a kinky game or two with the handsome vampire dominant, he's still the enemy. She can't allow herself to see him as anything more.

Then Rand's enemies make things a lot more complicated...

 


Excerpt
Copyright ©2026 Angela Knight

Hunger chewed Captain Nick Rand until he felt like a bone in a wolf's jaws. It wasn't just a hunger of the body, though his gut felt hollow and his hands had a tendency to shake. Didn't matter how much food he ate, how much water, coffee, or whiskey he drank. None of it touched the craving that gnawed at his brain, making it hard to think about anything but what he needed. Even now, when the enemy might be drawing a bead on his skull, all he wanted was blood. Hot, red and seductive as a siren -- a taste that reminded him of sex and the cool touch of a woman's hands.

Rand fought to ignore that bottomless need. He didn't have time for it now, no matter how hungry he was. Enemy temp shelters surrounded him, dome shapes dappled with camouflage until they were indistinguishable from the forest floor.

They made his shoulder blades itch.

Invisible, a silencer field muting the sound of his footfalls, he padded between the shelters, beam rifle raised as he swept its muzzle from side to side, scanning for potential attackers. His stomach growled so loudly he wondered if the noise could be heard outside his silencer field. He ignored his hunger, fighting to concentrate past the savage need. As he'd been fighting for every endless hour of the previous nine days.

Instead, Rand focused on the familiar process of searching the enemy camp. He could hear the rasp of his breathing in his helmet as he ducked into one empty tent after another, though the silencer muted the sound past four or five centimeters.

In his helmet com, he heard the murmur of his men reporting in as they filtered through the camp, searching for the enemy. They had no more luck than he'd had. The Falaran Coalition battalion had melted into the surrounding forest, leaving behind smashed equipment, hastily abandoned meals and wrecked temporary shelters. Apparently they'd been alerted to the approach of the G.A.E. force at the last minute, dropped everything, and run like hell. Wise of them, considering they were outgunned and outmanned. The colony was small, without the economic resources Godsson's more established planetary population could command. Their armor was certainly no match for the G.A.E.'s.

Still, they could have left someone behind. Maybe in camouflage armor like his own, surrounded by a field of energy that bent light, rendering the sniper invisible.

But you could bend all the light you wanted to, and it wouldn't stop Rand from picking up your scent. Vampires had great noses. And great speed, great endurance, and enough raw strength to take on a mech unit with no backup at all.

Which was why he had been hired in the first place, despite the G.A.E.'s disdain for mercenaries in general and vampires in particular. The generals who led the Glorious Army of the Enlightened didn't know a damned thing about war. Nick Rand, on the other hand, had spent the past two decades fighting in a dozen wars on a dozen planets. His combat reflexes weren't just muscle memory -- they were burned in all the way down to his DNA.

Which was why the G.A.E.'s brass had decided they could ignore his food preferences.

He moved in a liquid glide into the next tent. Sweeping his rifle over the whole space in a smooth arc, he ordered a sensor scan. The answer came back a heartbeat later. Sensor scan completed. No enemy located, said the computer implanted at the base of his brain. He breathed deep, scenting the air just to be sure. And froze.

The tent belonged to a woman. Actually, more than one. Perfume lingered in the air: lilacs and star roses and the natural scent of female bodies. Rand inhaled, drinking in the lush aroma. His eyes closed for just a heartbeat as he imagined the taste of blood and pussy.

Months. It had been months since he'd had a woman. Godsson taught females were corrupting influences who'd blunt his soldiers' warrior instincts. He insisted women belonged at home, teaching their children piety and submission to the will of their Most Exalted -- i.e., Godsson himself.

Yeah, right. Why the female cultists tolerated this airlock blow, Rand had no idea. It was no wonder the million or so Falarans had refused to join Godsson's six million plus worshipers, badly outnumbered or not.

I should never have taken this fucking job. Never mind that he'd needed work. Peace had broken out all over with its usual rotten timing. Absolutely no one had been hiring. Had it not been for Godsson's decision to invade the neighboring planet Falara, Rand would have been forced to find a security job, and he hated bodyguard work with a passion.

But after a year with the G.A.E., the idea of keeping some arrogant prick alive was starting to sound pretty damned good. For one thing, he wouldn't be slowly starving to death among zealots who considered him a pervert.

He wished G.A.E. HQ would quit fucking around and send him a new hemosynther. The last time he'd commed them, Supplies and Requisitions claimed the 'synther was on order, scheduled to arrive from Earth next week in a shipment of medical equipment. Rand had told the requisitionist it had better, or he was coming to HQ to sink his teeth into something with a pulse.

The man had blanched. As if Rand would touch his sweaty neck with a nine meter radiation probe. His blood would probably taste like burned coffee and stale doughstries anyway.

Growling under his breath, Rand left the tent -- and heard the scream coming from the other end of camp. A woman's voice, crying out in rage and pain.

He was running before the echo died.

* * *

If she hadn't been so sick, she could have made the G.A.E. bastards pay a higher price when they found her in the middle of the camp. Unfortunately, it had been more than a month since her vampire had died, and Lieutenant Zara Tahir was deep in blood sickness.

They surrounded her, a yelling, laughing mob of massive shapes in helmets and black armor emblazoned with Godsson's halo and planet logo. Those suits gave them enough raw power to take on a blast tank and win.

Even so, Zara hadn't made it easy for them. Even in her lighter V.S.S. armor, she had the advantage in speed and agility. Fighting ferociously, she triggered a spontaneous nosebleed. Feeling the hot wetness rolling down her upper lip as she spun and kicked, she snarled. It had been far too long since she'd tasted vampire blood. Wouldn't be long before her own immune system killed her.

Not that these fuckers would give it the chance. They were pissed, and they planned to kill her. And worse.

 

About the Author

New York Times best-selling author Angela Knight has written and published more than sixty novels, novellas, and ebooks, including the Mageverse and Merlin’s Legacy series. With a career spanning more than two decades, Romantic Times Bookclub Magazine has awarded her their Career Achievement award in Paranormal Romance, as well as two Reviewers’ Choice awards for Best Erotic Romance and Best Werewolf Romance.

Angela is currently a writer, editor, and cover artist for Changeling Press LLC. She also teaches online writing courses. Besides her fiction work, Angela’s writing career includes a decade as an award-winning South Carolina newspaper reporter. She lives in South Carolina with her husband, Michael, a thirty-year police veteran and detective with a local police department.

 

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Virtual Book Tour: Who Do You Think You Are? by China Watson #nonfiction #selfhelp #rabtbooktours @RABTBookTours
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You Are Who You Think You Are


Nonfiction / Self Help / Personal Development

Date Published: January 8, 2026

Publisher: MindStir Media



What if the biggest thing holding you back isn’t your circumstances—but what you believe about yourself?

In Who Do You Think You Are?, author and mindset coach China Watson delivers an uplifting, empowering self-help book that challenges readers to rethink their inner dialogue and redefine what success truly means. Through relatable stories, affirmations, and reflective exercises, this book shows how mindset shapes identity—and how changing your thoughts can change your life.

Each chapter introduces a mini-story inspired by real-life experiences, featuring characters from different backgrounds who face doubt, fear, health challenges, career setbacks, and personal crossroads. From Horace, a devoted father struggling with self-belief, to August, a resilient teenage mother rising above adversity, these stories highlight the power of resilience, positive thinking, and community support.

Designed as a quick, engaging read, every chapter begins and ends with a thought-provoking quote, includes practical lessons, affirmations to rewire limiting beliefs, and reflection spaces that invite readers to pause, journal, and apply what they’ve learned in real time.

More than motivation, this book offers a mindset reset—reminding readers that success is not only measured by money or status, but by peace, confidence, health, happiness, and meaningful relationships.

In this book, you’ll discover how to:


● Break free from self-doubt and limiting beliefs

● Build confidence through intentional mindset shifts

● Use affirmations to reframe negative thinking

● Turn challenges into opportunities for growth

● Define success on your own terms

● Cultivate resilience, self-worth, and inner peace


Who Do You Think You Are? is written for anyone who has ever felt stuck, overwhelmed, or questioned their worth. It’s a reminder that you already have everything you need to succeed—and that who you believe you are determines who you become.

If you’re ready to embrace your authentic self, shift your mindset, and step into your full potential, this book will meet you right where you are and guide you forward.

You are who you THINK you are. Choose wisely—and boldly.

 


About the Author

 

 China Watson | Author • Mindset Coach • HR Executive • Wellness Advocate

China Watson is an author, mindset coach, and seasoned human resources executive with more than 20 years of experience helping individuals unlock their potential—professionally, personally, and holistically. As a Regional Vice President of Human Resources, China has built a reputation for cultivating positive workplace cultures, developing leaders, and empowering people to become confident, self-aware, and purpose-driven.

A proud graduate of North Carolina A&T State University (“Aggie Pride”), China earned her undergraduate degree in Finance and later completed her MBA with a concentration in Human Resources Management. Her academic foundation, combined with decades of real-world leadership experience, gives her a unique ability to understand people, motivations, and mindset at a deep level.

Known for her intuitive ability to read and connect with others, China is passionate about building champions—not just in the workplace, but in everyday life among friends, families, and communities. Since 2010, she has consistently shared uplifting quotes, affirmations, and mindset shifts across social media, encouraging people to stop asking “Who do you think you are?” in self-doubt and start answering that question with confidence, clarity, and self-belief.

In recent years, China has embraced a total wellness journey, becoming a strong advocate for mental health, emotional resilience, and intentional self-care. Her work bridges the gap between professional success and personal well-being, emphasizing that true fulfillment comes from aligning mindset, health, purpose, and values.

As an author and mindset coach, China blends storytelling, affirmations, reflection, and practical tools to inspire transformation. Her mission is simple yet powerful: to help others recognize their worth, reclaim their confidence, and step fully into who they are meant to be. Through her writing, coaching, and leadership, China Watson continues to inspire readers and audiences to unlock the best version of themselves and live with intention, positivity, and purpose.


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Book Blitz: Book Blitz: Lifecycle of Nations by Steve Jones #economics #finance #nonfiction #rabtbooktours @RABTBookTours
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A New World Order and Maturity Model for Global Economies and Markets

 

Economics, Finance, Non-Fiction

Date Published: February 19, 2026

 

 


 In a world fractured by tariff wars, rising protectionism, and geopolitical rivalry, Steve Jones offers something different: a structured framework for understanding how economies truly evolve, and how nations can grow together rather than apart.

In Lifecycle of Nations, Jones introduces a five-stage Maturity Model for Economies and Markets, from nascent, resource-dependent nations to post-industrial, innovation-led consumer economies. Drawing on economic history, modern case studies, and the defining lessons of the 20th century, he argues that countries do not rise randomly. They progress through identifiable stages, each with distinct pressures, trade dynamics, and strategic responsibilities.

Readers will see how collaborative trade built prosperity after World War II, and how protectionism repeatedly undermines it. From Adam Smith and David Ricardo to the repeal of the Corn Laws, from the Smoot–Hawley Tariff to President Reagan’s warnings against trade wars, history provides unmistakable evidence: nations prosper most when they specialize, exchange, and respect comparative advantage.

Through case studies of China, the United States, Germany, India, Vietnam and others, Jones maps where countries sit today, and why the language of “reciprocal tariffs” must give way to a deeper understanding of “reciprocal needs.”

More than theory, this book serves as a diagnostic tool for policymakers, investors, business leaders, scholars, and engaged citizens seeking clarity in a fractured, multi-nodal global order.

The global economy functions best not when nations compete to win alone, but when they recognize that prosperity is shared.

Lifecycle of Nations is both a map and a mirror for the 21st century.


BONUS ~ Readers also receive access to a complimentary mini-book, Churchill’s Leadership Lessons from American Presidents, distilling five timeless principles Churchill drew from Washington, Lincoln, Theodore Roosevelt, Franklin D. Roosevelt and Truman — leadership insights that shaped Allied victory, built the post-war world order and remain urgently relevant today.



About the Author

 

 Steve Jones is an Economist, Entrepreneur, Historian, and International Analyst and Commentator on geopolitics, trade, and global governance. He is the business, marketing, and economic author of All to One – The Winning Model for Marketing in the Post-Internet Economy by McGraw Hill. Steve has advised governments, multinational institutions, and think tanks, and is known for his incisive, evidence-based critiques of the international system.

Following a successful blue-chip corporate career with British Airways, EDS, Avis, and Accenture, he founded a children’s sports education business, Sport4Kids. Inspired by the current global crises, rising trade wars, and his son’s fascination with economics, Churchill, FDR, and the rules-based world order, Steve began writing a new series of books exploring the origins of global governance and today’s geopolitical challenges.

The Churchill World Order Series looks at how world trade and the post-World War 2, multi-lateral, world order was created in response to the 20th Century world crisis and how it is challenged today. It also looks to take lessons from history to understand today’s challenges and how we can use concepts, philosophies and frameworks to address current leadership and global issues moving forward.

* Churchill’s Fascination with America and its Presidents Leading to a New Rules-Based World Order

* From the Atlantic Charter to Trump’s Tariffs Tsunami – A multimodal World and a Pacific Charter?

* The Lifecycle Of Nations – A Maturity Model for Global Economies and Markets

Future titles in production include:

* The Lifecycle of Intelligence: AI, Power, and the Future of Nations (How Applied History, Constitutional Principles, and a New AI Charter Can Shape a Fairer Technological World Order?)

* Churchill DNA to Trump DNA - The Man of the 20th Century and the Man of the 21st

* The 21st Century Multi-Nodal World – What’s Next?

Steve hopes that connecting the past with present-day challenges will provide fresh insight and potential solutions. His ideas include a re-imagined Atlantic Charter — a Pacific Charter between Trump and Xi — and a vision for a Neo Multi-Nodal World Order.

Beyond geopolitics, Steve is also a sports education innovator through Sport4Kids and the author of Fitness for Living. After years as a CEO launching world-class brands, a once-active sportsman had shifted into a sedentary lifestyle. His journey back to health and fitness forms the foundation of Fitness for Living. Today, Steve is passionate about building a community of adults who inspire each other to “fight the good fight” and grow younger together each year.


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Teaser: Knight (Kiss of Death MC, Book 12) by Marteeka Karland #excerpt #comingsoon #mcromance #motorcycleclubromance #romance #rabtbooktours @ChangelingPress @RABTBookTours
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Kiss of Death MC, Book 12

A Bones MC Romance


MC Romance / Suspense / Age Gap

Date Published: March 20, 2026

Publisher: Changeling Press



I thought my past buried until I learned I have a critically ill daughter. Only I can save her life.

Knight -- I just found out I have a daughter. Brynn. Walking back into Lavender’s world forces me to face the woman I never stopped loving and the child I failed before I ever knew her. The system doesn’t care that I’ve changed, and powerful men are willing to sacrifice Brynn’s future for their own gain. I will not let that happen. I will give my little girl my kidney without hesitation, and I will fight anyone who stands in our way. Redemption is not guaranteed, but this time I’m staying.

Lavender -- For eleven years, it was just the two of us, me and my daughter. Now she needs a kidney transplant, and I’m forced to find the man who walked out on us. Rhys is no longer the man I loved. He’s harder, dangerous, and bound to a motorcycle club I don’t trust. I won’t forgive him, and I don’t want to need him. But when becomes collateral damage, Rhys proves he won’t walk away again. Letting him back into our lives could cost me everything, but losing him after this would cost even more.



Excerpt
Copyright ©2026 Marteeka Karland

Knight

A month ago, I had my life figured out. The people in Kiss of Death MC had become my brothers and sisters. They’d all had my back, in prison and out. The club represented the entirety of my loyalty. My life.

A month ago.

I’d been staring at this Goddamned email since I’d found it. I’d opened it. Read it. Then promptly vomited. I’d told Ada and she’d been excited, but the longer I thought about it, the more dread settled in the pit of my stomach.

As with most nights since I’d gotten the email, I sat staring at the screen. Just… reading the words over and over and trying to make sense of them. My eyes burned from the blue glow of the screen.

The hit came back as “close relative/first cousin.” Given the DNA Ada sent in was hers, I had very little doubt this child was my daughter.

Brynn Leahy. Brynn. The name Lavender and I had picked out right after her senior year of high school. Then later. The night I’d gotten arrested. She’d asked me about the name Brynn for a baby’s name. Looking back, after Ada had voiced her suspicions, Lavender might have been going to tell me then. We’d been interrupted by the feds, of course. Because I’d gotten greedy and stupid. Lavender had even given the child my last name instead of hers. I knew Lavender. We’d spent a good deal of our lives together. Practically grown up together, though I was six years older than she was.

She’d had a hopeless crush on me my junior year of high school. She’d been in the fifth grade. Even though I’d started out being amused by her, she’d quickly grown on me. I’d thought of her as an adored little sister. Right up until I’d come back from college after getting my masters in economics -- just in time for her to ask me to her senior prom.

I never even contemplated telling her no. Never occurred to me. Just got the day and time she wanted me to pick her up, rented a tux, bought her flowers, and showed up in a limo. No way she was getting anything but the best.

I’d swaggered to her door. I hadn’t been heavily muscled or anything, but I knew I was good looking. I also knew that bringing an older date to her prom would make her friends envious. Then she’d opened the fucking door…

And I literally fell to my knees on her front porch. I’d begged her to marry me on the spot. She’d thought I was playing a bit, being dramatic to make her smile. What she didn’t find out for two solid years was I’d been totally serious. We’d kept in touch while I’d been away at school, but I’d never seen her in anything other than jeans and a T-shirt. The slinky formal dress she’d donned had me wanting to keep her covered and at the same time show her off so everyone knew the goddess in the room belonged to me.

Memories sliced through my brain painfully. Lavender had been the one person in the world I wanted to protect with everything I had. Still did. Apparently, I’d fucked up twice. First when I decided I could make enough money to set us up for life sooner rather than later and got caught. Then when I’d basically told her to get lost and that I never wanted to see her again. And I wasn’t nice about it.

“Fuck,” I whispered to the empty room. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.”

I pushed back from the desk, the chair legs scraping against concrete. Cold sweat broke out across my forehead and ran down my spine. Brynn. Brynn existed. Brynn lived and breathed in this world. Brynn. My daughter.

The word felt foreign, impossible.

Outside, the compound hummed with night activity. Music thumped dully from the clubhouse. Engines roared as brothers returned from whatever jobs had kept them out past midnight. Normal sounds. My life since I’d gotten out of prison.

I dragged my hands down my face, feeling the rough scratch of stubble. How old would Brynn be now? Eleven? Christ. A whole person, a part of Lavender and me. And I’d missed every Goddamned second of her growing up. I’d basically left Lavender to fend for herself. She’d been a foster kid and on her own the second she’d turned eighteen. I hadn’t wanted her to have the life she’d already lost out on. I wanted her to have a better life. That didn’t include an ex-con for a husband. But I’d panicked. I hadn’t wanted any blowback to hit Lavender. Looking back, I could see how big a fucking coward I’d been.

I moved to the tiny window overlooking the compound. These men trusted me with their lives. Just like I trusted them. I’d carved a new life out for myself here. Become someone completely different. Lavender would never recognize me and I seriously doubt she’d like the man I’d become.

I returned to my desk, staring at the e-mail. The DNA service offered a messaging system. Assuming Brynn was Lavender’s Brynn and not some other random Brynn Leahy meant Lavender would have been the one to send in the sample. There could be no other reason for her to put our child’s DNA out there than for me to find her. Lavender knew the old me better than anyone. She’d have made things as easy for me as she could have if she’d wanted me to find her and our daughter.

Like I did every night, I hovered over the email button for a long while. What the fuck could I possibly say? “Sorry I didn’t know you existed?” “Sorry I pushed your mom away?” “Sorry I’m a felon who rides with an outlaw MC and has nothing to offer a kid?” Somehow, I doubted any of that would be adequate enough.

I wanted to close the email like I had every day since I’d received it. Instead, I sighed and hit the message button through the service to reach out to Lavender. Whatever she wanted, whatever had prompted this search, I needed to know. Even if it destroyed the life I’d built.

But, Goddamnit. No one in my life -- no matter how much they meant to me -- was more important than Lavender. And Brynn. Even if I hadn’t known she existed.

I spent the next three hours trying to write a Goddamn email. Me, Knight, resident finance genius and master hacker, sat paralyzed by a blinking cursor. My first attempt read like a police report. Second one turned into a fucking apology letter. Third one just said “What do you want from me?” but nothing felt right.

“Fuck this,” I muttered, shoving away from the desk. My chair hit the wall with a dull thud. I grabbed the bottle of Jack Daniel’s from the counter, bypassed a glass, and took a burning swallow straight from the neck. The whiskey did nothing to ease the tightness in my chest or quiet the circus in my head.

I took another pull from the bottle and set it down hard on the desk. The few personal items I kept shifted from the impact. A photo frame wobbled and nearly fell. The only picture I had from before. Me at eighteen, arms wrapped around Lavender from behind, both of us laughing at something forgotten. I kept it to remind myself of everything I’d lost through my own stupidity.

I didn’t straighten it. Instead, I started typing, addressing Lavender directly even though the account had Brynn’s name.

Lavender. Why are you looking for me?

I hovered the mouse over the send button. This message opened a door I’d spent a decade making sure stayed locked. Once I clicked, there’d be no going back. Whatever Lavender wanted, whatever had driven her to find me, I’d have to face it. I’d have to face her.

The compound below had quieted, most brothers either passed out or gone home to their Old Ladies. In the new silence, the click of my mouse seemed unnaturally loud as I hit send.

I leaned back in my chair, a strange calm settling over me. The waiting would be the hardest part. Whatever came next, I’d deal with it the same way I dealt with everything -- head-on, no bullshit, no apologies.

If Lavender needed something from me, she’d have to take me as I am now. Not the Rhys she remembered, but Knight. The harder, colder, more dangerous boy she’d once loved.

I turned off my monitors, plunging the room into darkness. Tomorrow would bring whatever it brought.

And for the first time in eleven years, that included a daughter I never knew I had.

 

About the Author

Marteeka Karland is an international bestselling author who leads a double life as an erotic romance author by evening and a semi-domesticated housewife by day. Known for her down and dirty MC romances, Marteeka takes pleasure in spinning tales of tenacious, protective heroes and spirited, vulnerable heroines. She staunchly advocates that every character deserves a blissful ending, even, sometimes, the villains in her narratives. Her writings are speckled with intense, raw elements resulting in page-turning delight entwined with seductive escapades leading up to gratifying conclusions that elicit a sigh from her readers.

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